Inside My Head

no one said it was easy to hear
but i am well on my way

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(via herroannyong)

There’s nothing worse than suspecting the milk you just had in your cereal was starting to turn. Because now whether it was or not I’m going to feel sick from nerves over wondering if I’ll be sick from the milk.

And I’m lactose intolerant.

Thank christ it’s a half day.

(Source: catleecious)

revengeofthecreature:

sniffing:

i just found out pornhub has a store and my only question is why

Why not?

What’s really fucked is one year they gave the employees discounts on stuff in the store in lew of a real bonus. I was not amused.

revengeofthecreature:

sniffing:

i just found out pornhub has a store and my only question is why

Why not?

What’s really fucked is one year they gave the employees discounts on stuff in the store in lew of a real bonus. I was not amused.

Not only did I win the game with the first dart I had in the round, but then I threw the last two as perfect bullseyes just to prove that I have surpassed everyone.

What’s really fucked is I don’t even care about darts. I just care about not losing. I care about being great in the eyes of others. I desperately want to be looked up to because I’m a sick co-dependent head case who can’t soothe, support, or show myself any compassion.

I have recently opened up a can of worms in therapy and once again I can’t decide whether to accept who I am or crumble under the weight of what an utter waste my life has become. It’s too much once I start tumbling down this rabbit hole. Too much pain, too much hurt, too many beatings and belittlings and sick behaviour.

Pearl Jam - Reviewmirror

i seem to look away, wounds in the mirror waved
it wasn’t my surface… most defiled

“Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage”

—   Corgan

The Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise

words defy the plan
when i can, i will

This song, hell this whole album, instant sadness.